I really feel exhausted today. I never normally feel tired in the day except when I wake up, but today I feel it all through my body, this numbness, lethargy that just weighs me down. I wonder if it’s just exhaustion from exercise or the new pills they gave me. I agreed to give them a try after speaking to my friend, they really worked for her. And really, what do I have to lose except my madness?

It’s foggy outside. The dull damp clog of the air feels like my insides.