16 bottles in 7 days...Is that normal? When do I admit its the only thing in my life preventing me from completely breaking down.
In a lot of ways i'm grateful for the ability to numb myself with anaesthetic for £2 a bottle. In other ways I wish i'd discovered it sooner. Nothing like wasting your life laid out on your bed completely high as fuck and glazed over in your eyes. DMX, Codeine, i'll drink it all if it stops me from feeling.
I stopped looking for someone to save me and instead found an answer in the medicine cabinet.
