i willnot cut myself
i will not cut myself
i will not cut myself
i will not cut myself
i will not cut myself
i will not cut myself
i will not cut myself
i will notcut myself
i will not cut myself
i will not xut myself.
i need to release this stress and i dont know how.
its like a valve that needs to let go.
i cant keep the pressure inside my head.
i cant do this anymore
the thoughts hurt me
like razor blades
all alone now
all alone
quiet
stop screaming
quiet
shut the fuck up
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need you
i need the razor blade like i need love.
i need to feeel the cleanliness of it across my skin.
purging theinside of me.
leave me behind
i am not me
i am not this body
i am not this life
i am a fucking butterfly
trapped inside an ignorant fool.
i am anthrax.
i am rohypnol.
i am death.
i am the girl who kept the promise.
but i'm the girl who's losing my mind again.
