its funny, maybe there is a cure to depression. and maybe it's one that's been staring me in the face the whole time. it involves going out into the world and attacking it each day head on. giving every bit of yourself to your job, your friends, your family. educating yourself in culture, literature, music. becoming the best version of you that you can be.
maybe it's wishful thinking. or maybe, just maybe, this is the start of my life turning around..
..probably manic optimism.. even when im optimistic i'm a pessimist! natural order restored..
