Tuesday, 10 August 2010

my box is full, those msgs that i never want to forget

- Previous Private Message --
Sent by : puertoRICAN
Sent : 07 Aug 2010 at 9:38pm

:D i make me so happy, just the thought of you being happy with me makes me shake, cuz i could not ask for NEthing more, i have done what i wanted.
i have felt this way so much, like i said, im stupid for dragging it along, but you just mean to much to me.
id rather know you, and live in hell for a year then get rejected and loose someone who means the world to me. i wish i was not so scared. :/
its ok, i have you no and i never intend to let go. your mine, and will always be mine, for as long as we live! XD
Really sucks that people had to get hurt in order for this to happen, but i did not intend it to be that way, and really wish i could have made it diff. :/
i never want you to stop with the jokes, its what you do and i LOVE everything you do. the more corny you are, the more i want to hold you and make you happy.
hahaha!! its okay, i am a giver and i will ive all i got to you baby! im just not sure it will be Enuff but you will get me caught up to speed in no time! <3>
Yea, i will send ya me and foxys PMS when i send it to her, waiting for her to get on! lol, like we both lied so it looks so bad!! DX she will be confused as fu*k!!
WULPH IS ON!!!! >.<>
fu-k if the world ended, i would destroy the earth if it meant i can be with you for ever and alone! :) your the only person i can see myself with, pure perfection! Embarrassed
Do not get me started on voices, yours makes me melt... Which is why i didnt use my mic a while aho, your just made me sooo effing happy, i would not contain myself in front of dro and everybody! <3
i love you more then NEthing in the world baby!

Previous Private Message --
Sent by : puertoRICAN
Sent : 08 Aug 2010 at 9:23am

well i went to bead at around 4 and woke up at 8.30, not bad. And i was right, i can not remember what i dreamed about. Now that i have you there is no goal, there is nothing i want or need, you have taken over my life and i could not be happier. <3
I never thought the day would come where i told you how i felt, and even more so, you would feel the same. talk about a double win! i am by far the luckiest guy i know, even to have u for a day say u love me makes me smile, the thought of us growing what we already have into a even more beautiful future, really brings a smile to my face! :) Better then a gang bang? ill take it! as long as u are cool with being my aids! <3
I mean, i have loved u damn near since the 1st time i heard you, it has only grown from there. it made me feel good to try and cheer you up every time u were down, as if it were my responsibility, I have always tried to help and protect you from getting hurt baby, and i will continue to try and protect you for as long as i live, something as great as you should be happy all day, and i intend on making it happen so long as you let me.
Thats a reason i have always felt you belonged with me. Every time you told me a story about the past that was ether a good time or bad, it as if i lived the same thing, and at times was there with you it was so similar. We both want a lot of the same things in the future, and i hope we can both get them, not by ourselves, but 2gether. You are my every thing, you have been for a while. The fact that you now know still drives me wild! i feel like we are more then just meant to be, i think u were made for me, for me to enjoy every last detail about you, i love you bev, with all my heart!
Soon Enuff, i will be able to hold you and make sure u never get hurt again, kiss you and say every thing will be fine, and i won't be lying. So long as i am with you, i promise to try and keep you as happy as possible and if your ever down , show you what you mean to me and cheer you up! The Day i wrap my arms around you, kiss you and say to your face how much you mean to me, is the day i could die, because i will have lived out my dreams! Embarrassed Every song i listen to, just about brings me to you. i can find one of your many details somewhere in NE song, and it makes me happy. the most perfect girl in the world, loves me. WHAT A FU*KING DAY!