you: so you're saying you don't want a boyfriend again?


me: no, i'm saying I don't want anyone else to break their promises. i don't want anyone else to say they'll love me forever and then leave. i guess that i don't really trust anyone to not hurt me, because  everyone does.


you: have i hurt you?


me: well, no but it's not the same is it.


you: so not everyone hurts you then?


me: well you haven't hurt me yet.


you: what if i promise not to?


me: i don't know if i'd believe you.


you: do you ever think that by saying that you're hurting me?


me: why?


you: because i'm not just any other guy. i don't want you to lump me in the same box as them. they're idiots, because why would anyone who had you, ever want to let go? 


me: because i'm not worth hanging on to


you: no, it's because they didn't deserve you. if they can't appreciate who you are then thats their loss. you light up a room, i've never seen that with anyone but you, you're special, start believing it!!


*awkward silence as i don't know what to say*