xXLuc1FeRx 3:06 am
baby, you're not hardly anything. you're thomas, my thomas. you're the reason i'm still alive. you're the only person in 6 billion that i want to spend my life with. idc if you want to climb everest or go to the moon, thats about what you want to DO, not what you are. i guess i want to help you see how beautiful you really are. how when you laugh in a way thats so fn geeky its the best sound i've heard in my life. i know i love you, because you can hurt me so badly, but when you do, all i think about are the times you've made me smile. you dont have to take risks for me, you dont have to be someone you are not. all i ask is that you love me, that you'll give me your heart and not look back. i know i'm not perfect and i don't deserve anyone to love me as much as you do. when i look back at my life, all the happiest times have been with you. i know i havent met you yet. but i know your soul, or at least i think i do. i'm sat here cryign my eyes out, not because im sad, but because i realise how much i fn love you. and i realise how scared i am. because nothing in mmy life ever lasts. every time i open my heart to something and dream it crumbles and breaks and leaves me close to death. i know you cant say this will work. i can't either. i just, want you to love me and never doubt it. for me true love doesn't just fill your heart, it overflows into your whole body and soul. i could never doubt you. even for an instant. and the fact that you doubted you loved me broke my heart. i know its only a little thing and maybe i'm too fragile. but the one thing i have in my life that i knew was certain, in a whole world of uncertainties was torn from under me.
drokun@live.nl 3:08 am
i love you.
i dont know why id ever doubt that
i try to give you all that i am
ive never come across as confident
ive always been the one doubting
incapable of making decisions
but i made a decision
and i know its the right one
i love you
i really
really
really
dont want you
to ever
doubt that again
xXLuc1FeRx 3:11 am
then can i be your princess?
drokun@live.nl 3:11 am
ill make you my goddes
