today is one of those cold winter days when everyone seems to be busy. they all scurry around like little ants, buying shit they don't need for christmas.

first of all i don't like christmas - the modern idea of which is centred around the notion of spend, spend, spend rather than any real values.

silly me for thinking christmas was meant to be about love and togetherness, rather than the size of your wallet.

i've never asked for anything for christmas, when i was a kid i gave all my money to the children in need appeal (this big charity night on TV where all the money goes to sick/poor children).

i've always believed that the only things worth having are those which cant be bought. what i really want for christmas is a cuddle, i want to have fun with all my friends and be happy. i want a kiss from a boy i like under the mistletoe. you can't buy what i want, and i might not get it, but it's the only thing of value to me.