He smiled understandingly- much more than understandingly. It was one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in life. It faced--or seemed to face--the whole external world for an instant, and then concentrated on you with an irresistible prejudice in your favor. It understood you just so far as you wanted to be understood, believed in you as you would like to believe in yourself and assured you that it had precisely the impression of you that, at your best, you hoped to convey.

In bed this morning
you tucked into the cove of my belly
our feet slipping past each other like fish
I reached out to embrace
the flat rock of your back
and carved out our names
with my tongue 

you: so thats it then kid?
me: what?
you: you're going to give up just like that?
me: i'm not giving up, im changing my expectations.
you: you told me that someday you want kids and a family
me: i did
you: well what changed?
me: me
you: i think you just took the easy option
me: sometimes the easy option is the right one
you: don't hide yourself away from the world
me: im not hiding, i'm just existing independently
you: like me then
me: i wouldn't want to be a freak like you though! lol
you: you're worse than me
me: whats worse than a cunt?
you: i jsut answered that, you!
me: i hate you on so many levels
you: you're too small to hate
me: guess you've never been to bed with a mosquito then

i love my friends :)

i never really believed in "cool" until i met you, and i realised that for all my swagger, i was speachless.

to my coolest friend, and his song!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTSJYZyouek&feature=related